LaZy SwAn

I know im supposed to get the 'work' done by today.
But I just couldn’t get down to work on it!
Where is my enthusiasm?
And also 'Focus'!
I really lost my focus!
I get overwhelmed.
The worst thing is probably not even starting on the effort to make a sentence on it and do any preparation.

I am kind of filled with self-loathing right now...
Why am I so lazy?
I can feel the stress now.
And hope it could be my motivation to finish the 'work'.

Why can't life be simple?